One day when the light is glowing, I’ll be in my castle golden, but until the gates are open, I just wanna feel this moment…    I’ve previously lamented about the ever elusive someday in, A Tiny Thousand Nows. You know, that golden future filled with all the possibilities I allow myself to imagine. The passed few weeks have been all too familiar , work-work-work or  lather-rinse-repeat, an endless cycle of Chronos (chronological mundane time).  However, I’ve wrangled up a few tiny thousand nows where I was able to pause amidst the chaos called life, to feel the depth of a moment OR make a funny face in the CVICU employee bathroom; that’s what 6 hours of back-to-back meetings will do! As my to-do list grows…